never alone

This week has been a tricky one.

but a good one at the same time.

Toward the beginning of this week, I was feeling very frustrated. Frustrated because of several reasons.

1. Why don't I know what I want to be when I grow up?
2. Why does my Dad want to up and move to Singapore?
3. Why didn't I get a letter this week?
4. Why do my Bff's want to move away, or get married and leave me in the dust?..

etc.

Needless to say, I had a little bit of a melt down.

But then came November 5th.

The whole entire day I had been thinking that I needed to get out my Patriarchal Blessing and go over it. It had been a while since I had read it. It took me a while to find it (I guess it really had been a long time.)

Anyway, the first thing I read at the top of the page of my blessing, was the date.

November 5th, 2006.

No wonder I had been thinking that I needed to read it.

Nothing jumped out to me from reading it this time from any other time, but this time reading it was just different. I felt very much at ease. I knew at that particular moment in time, that Heavenly Father loved me, and that he was never going to leave me alone.

Not under any circumstance.

I can not forget to keep Him in my circle of friends.